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i wrote this song in 2017 or 2018, when i was living in edinburgh with somebody i was trapped in a relationship with.
it's essentially about how i was having a hard time knowing i was miserable and that the two of us were so fed up of each other but the trouble was i never had the courage to end it. so you kind of just resort to living under the same roof but everyday she'd come home through that door i could just see how she was in such a bad mood, and i was the same.
i play all of the instruments that you hear during the song, and my friend sam leighton performed the drums.
i currently record my music at home in my apartment in glasgow, scotland.
i used two microphones for everything, an se 4400A and an se 2200A. i use logic pro x, and plugins by waves.
i think my favourite guitar pedals are my jhs vcr and tc hall of fame.
i play a fender stratocaster. -----------
lyrics
lyrics
I know why you come home in a bad mood
I can feel it too
I can hardly bare to see the attraction
I don't know what to do
You say it, you hate it, you say it
You hate it, you say it, you hate it
You love me, you miss me, you love me
You want me, you hate me, you love me
You say it, you hate it, you say it
You hate it, you say it, you hate it
You love me, you miss me, you love me
You want me, you hate me
I've been feeling like I'm kind of a let down
You know you feel it too
You've been seeing all the things that I can't get right
And I can't be there for that much longer
I can't bare the weight
You always knew I was a terrible person
You should have followed through
You say it, you hate it, you say it
You hate it, you say it, you hate it
You love me, you miss me, you love me
You want me, you hate me, you love me
You say it, you hate it, you say it
You hate it, you say it, you hate it
You love me, you miss me, you love me
You want me, you hate me
credits
released February 26, 2021
bmac - written, recorded, produced, performed (guitar, vocals, bass, keys & drums) and mixed/mastered.
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